I'm just gonna share if it's ok ,

God please make it stop it hurts so bad ,I can't breathe

Make the pain I'm feeling Inside stop ,

Don't let me put this grief on my kids n my grandkids ,help me get through this

And slowly I started picking myself up and dusting myself off ,one day then two and now 19 months ,

I'm having to rewire my brain and think about things differently now

But I'm alive and I'm here and I. Tryna get as close as I can to normal .again

I lost all my old friends and aqua instances,I blocked everyone out my life until now because I needed the time helo myself

I really want to make some kind of difference and maybe help other people who are struggling the way I was but I got to work on myself first

I spent most of my life doing things the wrong way and I'm tryna learn what the right way is

Thank you for listening

I don’t think people understand how much work goes into picking yourself back up one.

Thank you for being honest about both the struggle and the recovery. People need to hear that part too. Stay in touch and dm me anytime

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