I'm just gonna share if it's ok ,

I'm just gonna share if it's ok ,

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Ok lay it on us...

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@julie462002 ... Go for it. We are hear/here for you.

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I'm gonna be 19 months sober tomorrow

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It gets easier

I'm not good being around a lot of people in person ,cause I'm so scared I'll mess up ,

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So this place is actually good for me

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I have a lot of passion in my heart for helping people and I want to be a better person

Do everyday I'll make notes on what I need to improve on ,and then I'll read them every time I start forgetting where I'm wanting to be

I just feel like that helps me more than anything else because I give myself a really hard time

I'm tryna learn that it's ok to love myself and ok to put my needs and sobriety first

I want more out of life than feeling like I'm never gonna matter ,I'm never gonna be important

Before I got sober , spent about a year and half or more telling myself not to think the way I was thinking

Thinking it would never get better ,that I would never be on again

I wasn't sleeping,I wasn't going anything but sitting in a room wanting to die

My mental health dr put me on so much medicine that was suppose to knock me out with the dosage I was prescribed but it wasn't helping

I was dealing with a lot of grief my brother died my grand baby died at birth and then my self I was using drugs ,and struggled off n on with it for years

I started saving up my meds that were prescribed to me for sleep ,for months ,I just wanted to go to sleep and not wake up

Serequil n trazedone ,

Was in so much pain ,eat up inside the deepest part of my soul I missed my little brother so bad,