Im not suicidal, but i feel like it sometime. One of my gf said that you get your infunity coin when you pass away sober. Idk if i would want to do it sober. Idk if i would want to do it regardless. All im saying is it dosnt feel good here. Im not living my best life and i dont see the point. I dont have a family or friends here and im starting to care just as little as everyone around me. Im suck if this.
Be around good people that care about things maybe