I'm on day 2 and been getting a week and then I'm back to the same old drinking and using. Today is my birthday and I just want to stay in bed all day 
. I'm just feeling ashamed of myself
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Happy Birthday Amy! Be kind to yourself and stay strong!
Happy birthday. Order something nice and have it delivered watch a good movie. Have a great day.
Happy birthday and don't feel the same you surround yourself by your family and positive people people within the program that you know or be there and support you when you struggling cuz it it does get hard
And we can't do it alone
Happy birthday Amy, be thankful that God bless you with another year, you are special and there is a reason and purpose for you to be alive. Love yourself and forgive yourself.
Happy birthday,enjoy and you are not alone
Happy birthday Amy. I completely understand how you’re feeling. I actually was sober for 7 months and went back to my old ways. It’s depressing and frustrating but it’s great to be able to share our experiences and talk about our struggles together. I hope you have a great day today
Happy birthday Amy! You got this, please show yourself some grace and get plenty of self care this weekend.
Happy birthday Amy it’s probably a good idea. If you don’t spend your day by yourself go out and enjoy it. I hope you have a wonderful sober birthday. You deserve it.
That's not you feeling ashamed girl... That's the little shadow voice trying to trick you... The dark fights back when you find your light!... Think about what you've already accomplished!!.. plus your posting and reaching out!!.. that takes strength and courage!!. Feeling ashamed is just addiction wearing a costume!.. ITS NOT YOU!.. YOU GOT THIS! & HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! THIS IS GONNA N
BE THE GREATEST YEAR You've HAD YET! WITH MANY MORE TO FOLLOW!!
Be kind to self and forgive self,
But choose wisely.
Love yourself