Im on that struggle bus everyday and live with an active addict who doesnt have concern for my feelinhs what so ever. I jist want to get away
Get away! Here's where you need to lean on your faith to save your life! If you can afford to go into treatment, do it! Otherwise, trust that another door will open. Your feelings matter, dammit!
Then get away. Addicts in general don't usually have feelings for anything or anyone else, it's just how that goes, nothing personal. I have been an addict my whole life and at my worst I didn't give a sh about much of anything except for that next high, and to maintain. I didn't care who or what the other person may be. I am not like that not in active addiction, not by a long shot. But you need to take care of yourself, worry about yourself and make a better life for yourself. Just as you would be selfish about getting that next drug or whatever, be selfish about your life and your own circumstances. F***hurting feelings etc., yours aren't being cared for obviously as you say, so leave and get yourself better. You deserve it, we all do. Enough suffering is enough suffering, you don't have to anymore. All you have to do is try, and go get help. It's everywhere.
Please get away!!! You know you shouldn’t be putting yourself in this position- I know it’s hard but please take care of yourself first and foremost and remove yourself from situation 🫶🏼
Run reach out and pray
I hear you, I’ve been there. Living with that type of stress can be draining. We’re here for you. If your partner isn’t concerned than you have to be becuase your sobriety and peace of mind are precious. Keep working on you and getting as strong and healthy as possible. That way you’ll be so focused on building you up you won’t have time for anything else that’s going to hurt
@traci385453 Now that you said it. Now get off your backside and do it. Just do it.
Here is a challenge for you. I'm the type that believes 5% of what people say and 95% of what people do. Right now you're in the 5% bracket.