Ive been on a sober/relapse fight for 4 years now. I know im tired of it... meth and fentynal .. what things have helped you kick on your own ? I dont want the same bullshit lifestyle anymore i feel empty. I love the sober me and i want her back!
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You have to get to a point where you are sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Think about how your worst day sober is no doubt better than your best day using.
Look around you, and ask yourself if you really need help with anything could or would anyone if your using friends help you?
I know I could never count on anyone when I was using.
Welcome
Bella, I was a chronic relapser for way too many years! I realized I couldn’t do it on my own.
The best decision I’ve ever made was to get help, go to in person meetings, get sponsors, do the 12 steps multiple times, help out at the meetings, make sober friends etc. It’s very simple. It’s not hard, it’s much easier than fighting, relapsing and struggling. I’m here if you want to talk
Keep pushing 
it's tough but so worth it