I'm really struggling this past week, I just feel restless, I've been a complete b word to friend's and family, and I snapped on my daughter before school today over something minor, I feel absolutely terrible and I feel like I'm constantly apologizing I've been sober almost 17 months and this is the worst I've felt since getting sober and idk why I can't shake it and I'm scared I'm going to end up doing or saying something I can't take back if something doesn't give
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Make amends
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Agreed.
Coming from the 12 step side. 
Welcome to the terrible twos. Provided that you're working on a 12 step program. If not you may want to consider it.
However I'd start making amends for your foolish actions.
Please make amends. It's as much for them as it is for you. Gradually you become self aware and and that's a win. You know you're better than this. Go to a meeting, speak to a friend, see a therapist, talk to God. He's my number 1. He's always home, never busy and up all night. Can't go wrong. Find peace and protect it at all cost 
Feel your pain. Be mindful. Workout-go for a walk-do an activity that relaxes you and brings you to the present.