I'm screaming for God to please please help me get

Recovery
#1

I'm screaming for God to please please help me get me out of this please ..walking around the house like you don't care but also hold my baby over my head when I say I wanna leave is gonna make me keep crashing out on you like God please provide me a home like people just keep telling me to hold on but I can't.. Lord I dont wanna feel this way I'm holding on about to loose control I just wanna kill my pain ....

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#2

Ay sounds like you're going through something tough. Fr tho getting loaded ain't gonna help. We can get through the toughest situations if we just keep a clear head.

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#3

Be careful. Don't let others cause you to mess up

#4

Oh, Amanda, I'm so sorry. I can't imagine what you're feeling/going through. Please don't do anything to harm you or anyone. I know that I am not an expertise, but do you have family that can help you or is there a facility for women and children you can stay until you get on your feet?

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#5

I do not have custody of my baby due to stability issues

#6

Sorry ur going through this, I. Homeless believe me I knw about pain moved in with my sister who's in active addiction her son who bullies her so of course I try to help but I have to keep the focus on me God hears ur cries like he hears mine all thing are a process I want my own place I can taste it I just have to stay in position because my time will be and so will yours I've learned to play the whole tape out and not just think about the good times but them times when I was desperate to anything for it, thanks God for his grace im not in that space anymore praying things get better for you!🫂:raised_hands::sparkles:

#7

How are you doing, Amanda?

Please call 988 for crisis support. Then dial 211 - they connect people to housing, family services & local resources that can help. You deserve safety. Let us know how you’re doing, ok?

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#8

I'm praying hard Crissy that's all I can do I have stability back in ga where I'm from but I just can't leave my baby here not knowing if she will be ok but I'm still going and still trying to remain a good person no matter what my situation is

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#9

Stay strong Amanda and It looks like a pretty good support structure here

#10

Send a message anytime. Just keep your head up and keep protecting your sobriety.

#11

I been there an still kinda am I wish I could help u an if there is anyway I can I will if u ever need anyone to talk to my number is 865-394-8376 idc if it’s 3am text me if u need to talk

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#12

We're here for you, Amanda! You're important to us.

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#13

Be sure you get a nap. It will help clear your mind for fresh thinking upon awakening. :sparkles:

#14

Thank you so much I love you guys y'all have been helping me get through this sober journey thanks Amanda

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#15

That's what we're here for, name twin! We love you!

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#16

We have all been thru the struggle I don't have custody of my 2 girls and it kills me everyday. My mom has them and stopped talking to me I haven't seen my girls in 3 years and am just now rebuilding a relationship with my mom and pushing to get visitation soon

#17

Awe I love y'all to :heart::heart::heart:🩵:heart::green_heart::yellow_heart::blue_heart:

#18

Thanks so much I appreciate that a lot thanks for your support