I'm sitting in back of my best friend that I

I'm sitting in back of my best friend that I work with on a daily, I never understand in construction most individuals do some sort of mind altering substance.

And have an opportunity to run a gutter company in Florida.

Yet I feel a sort of obligation to help but Im unsure if I want to get planted doing the same old it's just not my personality.

Yet I know it's a place god made a way for me to make it here