Im so beyond pissed off! I am not going to drink... but I want to scream and stomp on people right now! Dickhead, rude, disrespectful, disgusting, backstabbing and I will never ever trust you. Ever ever ever! Im not tossing all my effort because you and the system I work for are so far fucked its unbelievable.! Im so sorry you guys that had to come out. I want to quit my job because of the bullshit! My clients are amazing and deserve 1000x better. I can't abandon my clients. It would kill me, but staying may do the same to me. When do you walk or stay?...
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If this is the reaction to daily work… it’s time to walk away. You need to focus on YOU. We struggle enough staying sober, and doing the next right thing, adding unnecessary stress is foolish. Your clients will be fine. Remember when we get sober we have to change everything. Sometimes that include work. Hope you find peace.
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I agree with @tim133688, Nothing is worth your peace and stability. But, the loyalty to your work and clients is admirable and understandable. Whatever decision you make I know will be best and we’ll be here to support no matter the outcome. 
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Thank you Lance. Im feeling much calmer now. Lots of walking in fresh air has been my entire weekend. Im ready to go in with an open heart and remember to breathe when I want to yell. "Just Keep Swimming".
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Hello Holly, sorry for all the dong-heads getting you down. Think you could start your own venture and bring over your clients?
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Thank you so much for your time. It's honestly a timing thing. If people just worked together, were not in their own heads, and being present in the moment....I can only do what I can within my own power. I get super frustrated because I work with people that cant make their own choices 80% of the time. Its "normal people behaving badly".