Im even tired of hearing myself say im sorry.
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This really hit for me 
I love so many people who struggle with addiction. I hear so many sorries. Just know, when you say them, if you mean it, it means a lifetime of forgiveness can come your way. Can you forgive yourself too?
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I know how you feel!
Kevin, I hear you bro! For too long I struggled and everyone including myself got tired of the apologies.
I finally got into action and made my sobriety my number one priority over everyone and everything. Once I was sober for awhile and did my amends, I really haven’t had any regrets or anything to say I’m sorry for.
My actions are what really count.
I hope this helps. I’m here if you want to talk
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Yes. I understand. It gets old. But it doesn’t have to continue.
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Hang in there. We are all here for you. You have a whole community behind you including me.
Work on forgiving yourself, I had to. I've made amends and continue to stay the course. That's all you can do
Right there with ya! I "had" 4 days clean till last night. I haven't told my family I'm trying to clean up bcuz I'm afraid I'll let them down again. And I would have. So I am starting all over again. Maybe one day I'll get it right
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Just pick yourself up and and start again. Don’t beat yourself up tho. You got this