Shayna, we hear you and we’re really glad you posted this. What you’re feeling right now is heavy and real, and you don’t have to carry it alone tonight. Please reach out to the 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline — call or text 988, they’re there right now. The LOOSID SAM mentors are also here if you want one on one support through the app. Please keep reaching out here for support. Also adding you and sending a message