im still struggleing and need help i am useing without fail and need to get some motivation to go and get away from the temptations
I use to feel the same way. Almost like I had to be told what to do because I couldn’t ever find the right answer but the truth was I knew what to do. Deep down I did. Addiction will misconstrue honesty though so it takes some work to weed through all the bullshit. These temptations and urges are so powerful. If you had an opportunity to go somewhere away from it I would take it. Especially at the beginning. If you need help with a program/recovery I’m sure there are plenty of people on here to point you in the right direction. Your mind will never heal without sobriety. Keep moving forward