Im struggling cuz, I'm a dual addict as well as

Im struggling cuz, I'm a dual addict as well as a gambler,!
Right now I'm working on a 65 questionnaire and they actually have questions I thought I delt with,but,really I haven't thongs haunt my mind and I'm almost 60yrs old, I may not think of them everyday, but holy geez Louise,these questions are from childhood until now, I realized that I haven't dealt with it, even though I put everything in a Pandora box and threwthe key away, well doing this questionnaire reopened that box and it really opened things I didn't want to remember, it totally sucks cuz I struggle everyday and I dont want to relapse I love loosid and feedback from everyone, but I had to share my thoughts cuz thats where I'm at today, so thank you to anyone who can help me stay clean sober and positive :heart:

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