Lisa, you’re not alone. I’ve felt very similar too many times.
I can assure you that you never need to feel like that again. Stay the course, stay clean and go deep into your sober program. It’s our medicine!
I’m here if you want to talk
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Please lisa don't do it , nothing good comes from our drinking and drugs ever!!!!
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Thank you!! I stayed strong and didn't drink. I don't want that part of me back again.
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Thank you, I didn't.
I have repeatedly. He wants nothing to do with me. The only thing I can do now is to allow time to heal that wound.
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Sometimes remembering the pain we cause others and ourselves helps us stay sober. That last drinking episode and the shame, guilt and darkness that came with it can remind us of where we don’t want to go again and who we don’t want to be again. Find a meeting
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@lisa379969 As long as you cleaned your side of the street then you're good. No it's all on him. You, in the long run, might have dodged a bullet.
It is now in God's hands.
Now it's time for you to heal and move forward.
You can do this my friend. It sounds like he's not worth drinking over. This too shall pass at a rate of one day at a time.
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