Feels out of my control and I got nobody to talk to or ask for help.
Hey where are you located, are there any NA meetings near you??
Have you looked into any NA meetings?
Sorry your struggling. I was in the same place a month ago. It gets better. What helped me was meetings and getting into a inpatient program. Would you consider inpatient? Or a MAT program?
Fell free to reach out if you need any help finding the resources to get help or need to talk
Im livin proof that one can kick that addiction. I was smokin snortin mboxs all day. If i can do it I believe you can also. Surrender yourself completely and the rest will come easy. If you ever need someone that understands ill be here along with many others in this app.
Google "virtual NA zoom meetings " n you'll find all the meetings you'll need.
I would love helpng finding resources for my area. meetings for in person or zoom
What area are you in?
Download the apps “in the rooms” and “meeting guide” both are free be great resources to find meetings in your area.