Message me if you ever just need someone to talk to for sober support, and really start trying to go to meetings I had the same problem and it really helped me to break out of the isolation to really get connected with the fellowship, & if there aren’t any In your area there are a lot of really great zoom meetings out there too, the Everything AA app is really good place to start plus I am more than happy to send you links to a few of my favorites if you’d like, Just keep at it tho you’ve got this🫶
If you’re asking why, then you know the answer. Take action and stop settling for the reaction that happens when you seem to think you’re failing. You got this!!
Each attempt is a win. You're making the decision to quit and you've done it 3 times in 5 weeks!? Incredible!
The only thing that I can tell you that has helped me was Jeremiah 33:3,6,8
3 Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew you great and mighty things, which thou knowest not.
6 Behold, I will it health and cure, and I will cure them, and will reveal unto the abundance of peace and truth.
8 And I will cleanse them from all their antiquity, whereby they sinned against me; and I will pardon all their iniquities, whereby they have sinned, and whereby they have transgressed against me.
Jesus loves you, and he is letting you go through this not alone. He is right by your side, and his blessing on you is much bigger than you think. Keep up the great work that you are doing. I know it seems like for every step you take forward, it feels like you have taken 10 steps backward. But you haven't every step forward is more than a milestone in your life. Keep going, girl! You have to keep telling yourself that your life is worth more than a grave. We all are brothers and sisters in this life in God's eyes, and when you struggle, we all feel your pain. Because one way or the other we have been in your shoes. It's not going to be easy, so don't let the enemy know when they hit it hurts. Bluff them out and then call them out and win the round. You have ot in you to win this. We all have your back. God bless you and I pray that you have a wonderful week ahead.
You got this!
At the beginning we try to keep it simple, find a couple of people to support you through the first stage of getting sober, stay connected and consistent, we are here to help support you every step of the way. Just ask one of us for help…. We’d love to be of service…
Thank you so much.