I can't figure out why I willingly surrender to this dark dark enemy time and time again...but knowing now its my choice the only shackle holding me here is ME...Willingness to not use NO MATTER WHAT is the key to the chains that weigh me down...I no longer will tarry along this dark path I will surrender to the cries of my soul...Just for today I will show the f*** up for my recovery and love myself right where I'm at...Today I'm winning 
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Hey I’m new to these parts but saw your post and wanted to just give a virtual hi five. As Billy Joe Shaver said “I’m just an old chunk of coal - but I’m gonna be diamond someday”
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We are blessed to be aware that we do have a choice today 
. I still look back and wonder how the “F” I didn’t know this before, but this is something I’m having to come to accept as a result of active addiction.
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And every morning you get to say “just for today I will stay sober”. Good stuff there!
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Welcome
Nice, looking good
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