In just 5 days

Grateful for...
5... Today I woke up sober from my Doc and all chems. (I am 420 friendly) I am still CLEAN AND SOBER from all the CHEMS that I used for 17 years of my life :heart:
4... Grateful for tomorrow, as tomorrow is one day closer...
3... countdown to
2... and finally
1... BOOM!! COUNTDOWN TO ZERO!
GRATEFUL FOR 14 YEARS OF SOBRIETY! I wanted to throw it all away last week. Over a fight with my kids, the loss of a friend (they passed from cancer), and the loss of friendships/family by fights that seem meaningless but cut deeply. Repeatedly.
So the 5 things I am grateful for... are the next 5 days. For in 5 days, I am 14 years clean from all my OLD favourite HABITS and the things that I thought were saving me.
I am grateful to be alive. And free. Even if this freedom still feels like a prison sometimes. I know I am more free now than I ever was when I was using.
As I will it, So shall it be! By the Grace of the Goddess :raised_hands:

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Nice work Sarah! :pray::raised_hands:

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Thank you very much Luis :raised_hands:

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