Had a good day at work and at the gym. Again emotionally struggling. Is a recurring thing. Not wanting to drink. Just so freaking disappointed in myself. That I had to hit rock bottom a couple of times. Cost me my marriage and I can’t seem to forgive myself or even start to forgive me. I lost my best friend in my wife. This really hurt. Don’t know what to do. Grateful that I have support of my brother, sister and couple of friends. I just feel lonely. Is hard to find happiness and enjoy life. Lost at the moment with these emotions. I just know that I have to keep going. And hope that one day I can have a smile in my face and happiness in my life. Thanks for all you out there support.
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Thanks for your kind words.
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