Sometimes I forget what it’s like when I was in my darkest hour and only remember when it was fun. I do my best to remain positive and spread positivity. Every once in awhile like today. I just woke up and want to use. Not going to. Going to hit up my home group meeting at 3. Just thought I share
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I know what you mean by that sometimes you just got to replay the tape and then write down the list of the things you dislike about it and list of the outcome if you was to use again and it doesn't help take a walk listen to music or listen to motivational speakers I don't know if you believe in Lord or in Jesus Christ or if you have a higher power but for me what's getting me through this after my second third time relapsing that it takes a lot of trusting God and having major faith in God that's how I know this time there won't be no relapse you can do this you will do it and you're capable of doing it
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Brandon thanks for sharing! It’s very wise to share our thoughts both negative and positive. Keeps us honest and safe🙏
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Cravings suck I'm a year clean and sober and I still feel like using every day ... It's a struggle... Hope you enjoyed your meeting... I find that really helps 
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Thanks. I was taught to share the good, the bad and the ugly. To get it out and don’t let it fester.
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It’ll get better. My cravings come and go sometimes nothing like they were now it’s just more a fleeting thought. Keep pushing forward!!