In such a tough spot mentally but...
Grateful for the 30day program tomorrow. Scared. I dont do programs well and sitting for 30min is painful so hrs of class is brutal. Grateful its an option afforded to me though.
Grateful to be here. Grateful for my relationship w/ my kids. Grateful to be alive and in their lives. Graceful to be sober and in some strange ways grateful for this pain. Not grateful for my lack of sleep. Makes me crazy AH.
Grateful to be here and present-ish...