I think the reason I fell off this time is because I failed to level up. I was happy with myself to have 25 days but maybe I’ve been keeping expectations of myself too low. Like I can only watch so much tv, I can only work so much, then it’s time to move on to the next thing. For one, I have not been exercising, I did not have a desire to do any recovery work or program, and I was stuck being just happy I didn’t want to drink…until I forgot why I wasn’t drinking or forgot how bad it got (did I really forget though… is this just part of the insanity?) I’m grateful someone took my keys away🤦♀️
Thank you for reading this ramble…
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