Is also hard because it’s not about staying clean ,

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Is also hard because it’s not about staying clean , bc it never hurts anyone else.

There are so many relationships I gave up on. Or crossed boundaries that could never be uncrossed, you know?

And rn I think a few strong, loyal people.
That’s obviously saw something in the Joshua before this.
Maybe they still get a glimpse of him every once in a while .
It breaks my heart when I look at how I’ve acted.

That’s part of step one. It’s unmanageable for sure .

Much love.

No one is guaranteed more time.

I’m just grateful

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Stick with it Josh, one day at a time. There is freedom in sobriety, from more than just your DOC, from your shame and guilt as well. You have the opportunity to live the rest of your life how you want to, how you want to impact others and be remembered. One day you will be able to use this difficult part of your journey to help others in need, and believe me, there are millions out there that need help and support.

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#3

Thanks

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Read this every night before bed

Thanks again

Is ughh hard sometimes

But sometimes it’s not and it’s beautiful. Life I mean.

My perspective, and my brain chemistry is off some days more then others.

Rn I’m simply following the heard.

Eventually I’ll find my own path in life just not today and that’s okay.

One day at a time, don’t get overwhelmed for rn.

Gn thanks

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