I really need to talk to someone right now if possible, I just need to say a few things to get it off of my chest because laying here alone with no one to talk to and holding it in is just making me think about it even more to the point to where I can’t even fall asleep and I have been up all night and I am so tired and I also just want to get some advice on a couple of things and I don’t need to chat long, I just need a few minutes of someone’s time because I think that by having someone to talk to for just a min about what is troubling me and get some advice on it or any feedback at all will help and I want to talk to someone as soon as possible so that I can get it off of my mind and try to start feeling better and especially be able to fall asleep and get some rest because I have been up all nite and it is already morning time so I want to be able to fall asleep as quick as I can so I can get atleast a few hours of sleep and what I need to talk to someone about is affecting me in a really bad way and I want that to stop asap because it gets so bad sometimes that I hate to say it, but it can make me suicidal and I don’t want to feel that way at all because feeling like that scares the crap out of me so I am willing to do anything to try to prevent that from happening but the problem is I don’t know what to do so if someone can please give me just a few min of their time real quick, it would really mean the world to me and on top of that, u might even be saving someone’s life so please message me if you are willing to do that for me, I need it so bad and asking for help on here is my only option so I hope that I hear back from someone real soon because I’m also really scared that if i don’t talk to someone asap, it’s going to just get worse and worse and I don’t want to reach my breaking point because I want more than anything to get clean so that I can feel happiness again, I miss being happy so much that when I think about the times that I was happy I just sit and cry my eyes out wishing that I could turn back time so I could feel that way again. I’m so tired of being miserable because that’s the effect that using has on me but i feel like i am in a vicious cycle and i feel like there is no hope for it to stop no matter what because I am too far gone so I just to talk to someone to get some advice on how to break that cycle so that i can have hope again and hopefully hope will lead me back to the happiness i want back oh so bad so if someone is willing to just listen for a few min so I can get a few things off of my chest and to give me any advice that they can to help me, it would so greatly appreciated
Good morning Crystal …. I’m Victor how can I help ?
What’s going down crystal?
Open to listening and being a sober friend
Hey guys, thank you so much for replying, I am ok now, I was able to fall asleep and now I feel much better, I was going through withdrawals when I posted this so I was having a really hard time, it really sucked and I am hoping and praying that last nite is the last time I ever touch anything again because I’m miserable and I’m just tired, if that makes any sense so the using has got to stop one way or the other so any advice would be greatly appreciated and thanks again for replying to me 
I’d want to listen to you
Keep reaching out of here when you feel like using and people will help. I’ve been clean a month now and when I get tempted I post on here. And people help. It’s great to have all those people who understand right at your fingertips.
Sound addiction is calling you. Trying to trick you into you going back to it.
Addiction did call and it is no longer trying to trick me. If already has and it has a tight grip on me that I can’t seem to get out of and that scares me
Crystal just try to keep your mind busy. Go to habe a coffee with a friend, go shopping . All of this will pass more quick than you think and you will be more than great after all. You will sww
Hey, I’m new to this and just want to say hi. I am available to chat if you need
Hey, my notifications for this app are turned off so I didn’t know that you had put a comment so I’m sorry for not answering back but thank you, I don’t remember to look on here much because I have been so busy with other things but if you ever want to chat, let me know and hopefully I will remember to look at this app more often 