if so, thats okay, i'm just struggling to keep even 1 day clean now... before i could just pick it up and put it down, but now i've become addicted for real... im sick at myself, i just want out☹️
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Your admitting you are not able to control anymore.Thats part of step one.Reaching out is also the right direction. If you really want to change then maybe you should consider treatment. That was what I needed and that was when I was shown how my life was unmanageable. The good news is I m taking my life back. Its your choice Jillian and you will know when the time is right if you need help.Good luck I will pray for your strength.
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I agree with Ron 100% . Treatment is a great way to start because you're emotions are probably going to be too much to handle at first and Treatment is a great place to stabilize. Before moving forward
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do you guys know if there is any treatment centers who allow children..? well my son is 18 months, but i cannot leave him behind...
this app is for addicts looking for a sober community… every one is doing their best to be 100% sober although i would say it doesn’t matter as long as your not actively trying to use with someone on here… this app is for healing. Welcome to Loosid !!!! take it one day at a time and if you relapse it’s apart of the journey and we are still here ( ⊃🌹⊂ )
I was in the same boat once. I subconsciously started hitting the pipe less and less, and now im clean. Hope it works out for you! 
You might try the wave, they let me bring my dog. They have private rooms and allow phones as well.
Just the desire to become sober
You do not have to be 100 % sober to be here, this space is for anyone who is struggling or wants to make a change. The fact that you are being honest about where you are is huge . We start with one day and if that feels too big, we start with one hour.