It has been crazy thinking that 30 plus years as a severe alcoholic running from demons and passed history as a child through my childhood a year and 4 months this month I've been sober a lot of people say it's self-esteem or whatever maybe for individuals but for me it's only one thing that help me stay sober besides my kids and it was the Lord Jesus Christ he opened my eyes too a world that I didn't want to face sober I didn't want to live. But here I am a year and 4 months over and still fighting for my sobriety and being in recovery from all drugs