It hasn't been long for me. But letting some cheap novel bring me to tears must be a sign that I was numb for so long.
The weirdest things make me feel feelings these days.
…part of why I drank as much as I did…was because I am quite frankly-yeah…”emo”.
Just frickin’sensitive.
This world is not a welcoming place for sensitive humans that feel things deeply.
Does not help that the majority of messages we receive from very young ages include ones which encourage numbing out.
Or I have always heard,
“ You are too ( insert what I am too whatever of-here ) “.
On another note, I am fresh from a three day wedding type ( yes, stick with me here ) anniversary celebration.
So many people were drinking and some people seemed proud to be drunk.
But of course!
I am just glad to have been fully present throughout all of it.
I was one of the few people not drinking.
And yet, fairly certain that I was having more fun than the many drunk attendees.
We live in such a strange-a$$ world, y’all.
…and also, Bea…
I hope that the “ cheap “ novel is a good one!