It just seems to be that time of day when

It just seems to be that time of day when cravings hit hard for me

I’ve never been to AA but I’m planning on going I don’t have a sponsor but that’s what I need ! I’m only 13 days sober so far and I’ve never tried to get sober before so it’s all very new to me and boy is it hard !

Hey Holden
I cant seem to make it more than 8 days so good for you at 13. Im trying but something always throws a wrench in the works. I am starting again, the cool thing is i go 8 days. Fail. Do another 8. So that is a 16:1 ratio ithink that is good for health. Not AA material.

I mean i am not committed enough for AA I am not AA material

They'd probably not like me.

The thing is i used to buy an 18 pack of bud and a bottle of red wine every day on the way home from work. Id drink it all

Those 8 days are still worth something -I don’t think there’s any right or wrong time to go to AA either , perhaps consider giving yourself a break ?