It looks like the month of June will be the first month in several that I don't want or feel the need to engage in that three day methamphetamine bender... I just finally don't want it. I've only ever been a recreational user, at the worst point it was five or six days a month, so five or six days out of 30 but the want has left me it's bad enough it takes two weeks to recover. Plus, somebody I know passed away and left three kids. It weighs on my mind every day she was a good person. She was a good mother, believe it or not, but methamphetamine took her life along with the neighbors.