I feel like I’m unlucky. Or this is all payback for my addiction. Currently 11 days from my first appearance for 2 criminal charges that are so dumb. Expired registration Intent to evade tax and driving on an expired license (which is wrong, I have a current out of state license.) I got sick 2 weeks ago and didn’t think to test for covid. I decided to just check last night and tested positive. My cat is having some health issues and my mind just goes to the worst thing. Then my mom has been talking bad about me behind my back to my sister. That comes after reconciling with her 2 months ago after me going no contact for 2 years. Like why? I feel like I build a solid foundation and then bam! It makes me feel like being sober is not worth it. I just needed to rant. I’m going to stay sober cuz I’ve made it 6.5 months. I can’t turn back now.. ugh
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Be the best sober you you can be. Maybe you can talk to your Mom about how you feel. Six months and still going is a wonderful achievement 
keep on going!
Life on life’s terms 
hang in there
Just start small…build your spot how you want it
I feel you. I’m only 50 days clean but we have to keep in mind how much worse it would be if we drank again. You got this it will all get better
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