It really hurts having no support from family especially my own mother

My mom is alive but basically dead to me ! She helps In no type of way I have 2 kids and she wouldn’t even take them in for me ! I hate begging people for money and for help when she i supposed to be doing that I don’t get what the point of having kids to just throw them away once they turn 18 ! Please help I’m not even asking for myself it’s for my kidddos IVE done so much for them and I feel like I’m at my wits end IVE applied to so many jobs and even public assistance but I don’t qualify for emergency foodstsmps because apparently I got them already I don’t know when or how but I feel like I’m out of options now :confused: $lizn3209 - Apple Pay 929-404-9292 please some help !