It’s 9 days n no liquor n tbh I really feel lost n frustrated nothing is going right I’m losen my mind n I think so hard if I should get a bottle or not ! I wanna feel numb again all this sober stuff is making crazy n scared but most alone doing this n not even my family around it kills me inside knowing the ones I need ain’t around
Hang on Suzette! That’s the mental obsession talking. Try going for a walk to get your mind off it.. or an AA meeting? You’re not alone. We all have been right where you are…
Cracking the bottle won’t solve anything. I know you feel overwhelmed right now, but it will get better. The feelings are your brain trying to get you to do what it knows, and what it is used to. Push through, go to a meeting, call a friend or your sponsor if you have one. You got this.
It does get better
Hang in there. We are all rooting for you!
Thank you all 

I'm in the same place and have been multiple times. Booze was my best friend. It's helped me slither through life for 25 years. I've been in recovery for over 6 years with nobody around, but this app is full of people who care. Hang in there. I've been drunk and I've been sober and sober is the way to go. You just need to ask strangers for help. It's hard, but we're all in this together.
Hang in there! Just remember staying sober is easier than getting sober. You are 9 days in. A small miracle. That is a milestone! Agree push through. Always someone listening here! Reach out! Great folks who share your struggle. Stay safe my friend!