“I’ve been to the bottom to face the Devil,
That dark abyss, my life disheveled,
Nothing left to hold onto,
I let out my lonely cry,
Facing things that I thought I let go,
Nothing but fear for the things I know,
Uncertainty inside starting to show,
I let out my lonely sigh,
Tears dry up as I accept my fate,
Knowing for me there is only hate,
The end approaches and I can’t wait,
I let out my loneliness,
I hear a voice and I feel a touch,
I breathe deep as my blood starts to rush,
A light washes over me,
I let out my lonely tear,
A prayer I said so long ago,
Answered I feel and I start to glow,
I can change the places I use to go,
I let out my joyful smile,
I have a chance to change my path,
I can turn away from my selfish wrath,
The loneliness fades and I start to laugh,
I let out my joyful side,
I let go of my lonely side.”
I hope you enjoy, this is a brief description of how things felt for me the more I let go of my fear and loneliness and accepted help and friendship and offered to be helpful. Peace.
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it’s actually one of my greatest assets to sharing my feelings. Idk why but it’s easier for me to share how I feel this way than to come right out and say it when I feel it. It has helped me so much in my journey in recovery.