I’ve had this app for two years and I think this is great. But I’ve been struggling to see the point of quitting myself. I’ve lost jobs, friends and walked away from the love of my life. It hurts. It hurts that I know the reasons, it hurts that I can’t go back, and it hurts because I don’t see the point of quitting. There’s no goal, no one to look forward too at the end of the struggle. It just hurts. I gave up on everyone and myself and it’s hard to see the point.
I’m sorry you’re haven’t a hard time. I think the point is that if we get sober then we stop loosing jobs and people. I finally quit and began a program of recovery. My life changed after that.
Today I enjoy life, and I didn’t at the end of my drinking career.
It will get better but we have to take action to improve.
When I got sick and tired of being sick and tired is when I chose recovery. You sound like your at a jumping off point, where you have a choice between two life’s. One of death and misery or one of hard work and a reasonably happy life. Only an alcoholic would have a hard time making the choice as I did. I’m so grateful today I chose life, I’ve enjoyed doing the hard work to get there. I pray the best for you and you are worthy of a better life.