I’ve been struggling with drinking. I’m a functioning alcoholic. I’ve gotten so good at hiding my drinking, from family, friends and sadly my children.
Alcohol serves me no purpose, I don’t know why I keep resorting back to old habits. Today, I’m making a promise to no one by myself that I am stronger than my addiction and can live a happy and sober life. I’ll be starting therapy next week to help me figure out why I keep relapsing.
I know I’m not along in this struggle and I’m trying not to beat myself up over it but I do feel ashamed that I have relapsed when I was doing so well and feeling happy. 
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I was a chronic relapser for decades until I got serious about AA. I went to live meetings everyday, got a sponsor and did the 12 steps. Also I stay in service. 14+ years sober.
I wish you the best! I’m here if you need.
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Thank you. I’m also going to take advantage of AA meetings near me as well