It seems that my sobriety is really testing lately. Last night, my boyfriend was drunk and on mushrooms. He was acting like a psychopath all night. I locked myself in my room and tried to go to bed. I’ve not slept yet. Situations like this would have me drinking heavily and saying very hurtful things to people. I’m proud to say that I didn’t give in and my sobriety is safe for one more day.
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Congrats. You should be proud you didn't pick up. Sometimes sobriety is 1 hour at a time. Maybe rethink your relationship. Without sobriety we lose one thing at a time as the disease progresses. I know from first hand experience.
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He needs to change or he needs to go if you are serous about your sobriety. 
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It’s hard to cut people out who aren’t beneficial to your growth especially when strong feelings are attached to those people but boundaries need to be set and respected nonetheless
Good that you stayed clean!
. If anyone in my life is using drugs & or alcohol, I cut them off quickly & completely! Sobriety is always my priority! Without sobriety, I end up in jails, hospitals or well on my way to the morgue.