Spent most of my day yesterday sulking in my guilt feeling like complete garbage 
but I am thankful for today, thankful to wake up sober and more alert. Sunday I did something silly and ruined something good.. he texted this morning saying he forgives me.. but honestly I don't feel quite worthy of forgiveness yet 
so I just replied "thank you". Going to give this person space while I work on myself.. I don't want to just "talk a good game" anymore, I want to back my words up with actions. I will stay sober today!
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