It's so crazy being alone. I used to think it is what it is. Yet some days I look at the empty side of my bed and crave a hug. I mean it's weird cause I didn't grow up in a hugging family. I really didn't grow up in any family. I e been on my own since 14. Drugs was the way I ate. The addiction came on and the only thing that mattered was the drug. I didn't think about the ones who didn't want me anymore. I hardened myself. Lost feelings for anything. Became fearless. Became mean. After my years in prison becoming more of a monster everyday. Now I'm clean now I'm sober now I'm alone.
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Get to a meeting. When you’re in a meeting you’re not alone.
Meetings around here ( Bakersfield) r not the best. They are a popularity contest. I don't play well with others. I e gone to all kinds of meetings and it's all the same song and dance. I work go home. Thanks for your reply