Ive been clean for honestly a year now. I was

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Ive been clean for honestly a year now. I was gonna 3 uears but i have to be honest i came into a lot of money last year and my addiction wouldnt let me not use. I had the means now there was no reason for me not to use. I have not been honest for along time ive been down and depressed. I want to get into meetings but im no good around new people. I clam up and dont want to speak. Its easier to type it out to strangers then to let the people who care about me know. Thanks for listenin

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#2

Hi, Amanda.
This is Blake. Thank you for sharing. First off, I want you to know that I accept you, and do not judge you, or think bad of you.

#3

I have not had the experiences you have had so I can’t say that I understand your burden but I do know the things I’ve gone through and they were heavy.

#4

Today is my 5th day sober. I have a life time to go but I’m just focusing on what’s on my plate for right now. We can only do what are capable of enduring in that moment. I applaud your courage.

#5

Do you have a higher power to whom you trust as being greater than yourself? Feel feee to share. I have to go now my meeting starts soon. I’ll look for you later. Bye for now.