Ive been clean since sept 3. I have been smoking delta i stopped it as well the otherday. Im just really struggling today. I dont have any friends or family to reach out to. Im just so tired of being alone. My bf and i have been working on things but he doesn’t understand why im hurt over being alone today. He wanted to go see his family out of state so he did. His family does not like me. His family up north doesnt even know hes been hiding we never broke up. I just want to focus on healing and recovery ive got alot coming up. Im so scared. I know it will get better as long as i keep groing but it sure is lonely right now. I live in his house. So i feel homeless. Im supposed to to into drugcourt soon. I fear im going to have to turn it down because i might become homeless. I shouod not be focused on him i need to focus on my sobriety. Im so scared im so scared im so incredibly scared
Jennifer, everything is going to be okay. Just stay sober and keep working on your sobriety.
Are you working the 12 steps with a sponsor?
I agree with Danny. When they say “your sobriety comes first” it’s the ultimate truth!
Things WILL come together.
I am wishing you all the best🫶🏼
Sounds like he isn't even concerned about your wellbeing and just leaves you by yourself? If he really cared he would be there for you no matter what. Find a group for women you can talk to, If you need a friend even I'm willing to hear you out. I hope everything goes well for you Jen 
Sometimes we need to take a break from certain relationships and situations that trigger us. It’s so hard, but surround yourself with sober support that understand your circumstance, and you’ll find your way
If homelessness is keeping you with someone who doesn't respect you, it's better to rip it off like a bandaid. Find services that can help you. If he's telling his family that you're not his girlfriend, you're not his girlfriend. Trust.
I’m trying. I don’t talk to anyone from my past not even family being sober matters that much to me. Just him I don’t want it to be this way anymore. I’m going into drug court soon but I’m scared I’m going to have to turn it down. I want so badly to be able to complete the program. But I’m so scared to commit to it with my circumstances being the way they are.
Thank y’all for being here. You don’t know what it means. To me
Hang in there, Jennifer. Can you believe that at one time I threw away almost 4 years of sobriety so that I could feel like I was a part of the group I was near. It took me seven years to get back to sobriety.. That was 30 Years ago. You need to check yourself like I did and see if you really WANT to stop. Because unless you really really WANT to, it is incredibly more difficult
try to keep it in today. there's help available