I've been feeling really guilty lately about not sitting down and getting to work with my sponsor. The whole idea of it is really intimidating to me but I know that's what I need to do to progress forward.
What step are you working? I procrastinated for months on 4/5. Finally my sponsor just said “ ok man sh!t or get off the pot on this” it sounds harsh but was what I needed. And dogonit I hammered it out the next week. If you feel guilty, you know you are doing wrong. The fastest way to rid that guilt is just do the work. Head up man you got this.
Guilt won't help you grease the gears of change any faster buddy. You ultimately have to make peace with your past eventually. How you do it should be up to you. If you're hung up, try to sit down and figure out why. Are you nervous? Are you afraid to admit things? Are there things you're not proud of?? Because that's literally every human in the world. I never honestly went the sponsor route, but I did rely on myself to start getting real honest with the man in the mirror. That is some tough sht to process for sure. But realize that you're not alone. As long as you're trying to sort the stuff out and you're not out here intentionally causing hurt to people, then I say keep moving it. But without guilt.
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