I've been fighting this darkness for some time now. I don't always win everyday, but I gain wisdom. I've been hoping someone would come save me. It's not how it works. It felt like I was having an out of body experience when I thought I hit rock bottom.
However, you'll know when you've hit rock bottom. You won't have anyone left in your life that can trust your word. You'll find yourself all alone. Do not fret, this is required when you finally have caused so much collateral damage, people have to leave to maintain their own mental health.
I've already attempted suicide, but they cops tased me instead of shooting me. I had to assume I still have some kind of purpose to fulfill. As do you my friends. This song put things in perspective for me. Whatever pain or trauma you endured, it shows the strength that we all still posses.
The darkness of addiction can be conquered. We just have to accept there is a community of people who will fight with us. All we have to do is walk into the door. The choice is ours to make. No one can save our souls but us!
May your higher power bless you with the fight to endure one more battle. This time we're fighting for our own happiness, and we deserve it!!!
