July was a hard month for me, I had a

Recovery
#1

July was a hard month for me, I had a few slips. I don’t know why I’ve worked so hard and I don’t even like how I feel when I’m high. Ild rather be sober. I want to be sober and I ask my higher power for strength and to guide the way. I’m glad it’s a new day and i will stay sober. It’s just that voice in my head I pray it goes away.

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#2

Reach out your hand and ask Jesus for strength and guidance to make it through today. Just stay in today! You can make it a day, right?
One day at a time.

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#3

So one of the reasons I drank was to quiet the board of directors in my head.
Sounds like you’re at the third step “made a decision”
So keep going in order.
4 is next. Relief comes as we work all the steps. Remember “lack of power was our dilemma”

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#4

One day at a time

#5

I am aren’t I? Maybe I should go to step 4 but I don’t have a sponsor or go to groups so can I?

#6

Yes I understand.the want is there I need more action on my end.

#7

Not in any way I know of. I did it in AA

#8

Jessica, you’re doing great! Breaking addiction is not an easy task. I’m so proud of you for trying your best. And I’m especially impressed with your strength. Keep going love. One day at a time. 🩷:confetti_ball::sunny:

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#9

Thank you so much