Just a little about me

I don’t drink I have not had one drink of beer, I was 8 years sober and Strong from Meth… but once my ex girlfriend came into my life I had a major relapse and now two days ago I got roofied and then woke up to coughing of meth being shot up samething yesterday this person took my phone found out from a friend that they both planned it I’m not worried about them I’m more worried about my self…. Now I feel like when I try to even talk to people on apps they don’t even read that I don’t “PNP” etc and getting random messages on the apps , facebook and all it was the temptations