So….. it is happening 
🥹. One of the things that I thought would come sooooo easily with getting sober was confidence. I was sooooo wrong. I am 3 1/2 years and 22( maybe it’s 21 days ) days sober….. woooooo hooooo:bangbang:However, I turned a corner instead of getting EASIER, it got HARDER to live life without my usual buffer….. not in a way that I have regretted getting sober, NO WAY !!, but harder to live life on LIFE’S TERMS , harder to deal with what I refer to as NORMAL LIFE( error #1). Define normal…… exactly:flushed:. Harder to just be. Well today I did something I never was able to do ever, NOT EVER:muscle:t3:
🥹:bangbang: I looked out for me, because no one is coming to the 🛟 rescue, it is my job, there is nothing saving me EXCEPT ME:bangbang:
I saved ME:bangbang:And I’m here to tell you that it felt better than any drug EVER !!! I am BECOMING 
. Wowza, never saw it coming, And I DID IT!! 
🥹:dizzy:
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