Just cant get anything go stick. I go weeks at a time and then right back at it like i never stopped. Any advice?
Have you tried any recovery programs? If twelve step isn’t your thing, I recommend Dharma Recovery
Get medical tell get on medication. That’s the only thing that saved me. Good luck
Just drinking but it’s too easy to push it
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Be accountable to someone besides yourself
You know what drinking and smoking leads to?
Bad health. As if being sober is being healthy, you need good nutrients in food, water and your sleep to maintain healthy.
So knowing that alcohol makes you feel better about anything and all that you do, but you are just killing yourself slowly. So if this information doesn't help you then I suggest you drink beer then drink non alcoholic beer. I really hope this helps 
If you don't have time or meetings close by to your house there are apps that you can do zoom meetings. Mine is called RNO (recovery network of Oregon).
The Everything AA app has meetings 24/7, but wherever you go get a sponsor if offered, or get a network of sober friends started. You can do that here.