I came here to say that this goal came with many struggles!
I empathize with all of your journeys because they are all different!
We have used a variety of tools to get here, but if you are here, you should be proud of yourself for moving in the right direction!
It is hard, but the results are incredibly worth it.
The more distance you put between "it" and yourself, the clearer you can see!
I wish you all well, friends!