Just downloaded this app. Spoke with my boyfriend I live with and told him that I truly feel that I’m an alcoholic. Anxiety is very high due to guilt I’m feeling for failing again. I keep thinking I can stop drinking and then about 4-5 days after not drinking I think I’m good and drink again. When I start drinking I can’t stop until I pretty much drink myself to sleep. Very scared about this journey but hoping to actually like who I am in the future. Excited to have something to be proud of but I’m scared of messing up.
Rehab and aa will help u lk lts scary trying to get to recovery but lts worth a life time