I am having the WORST DAY today.
I used to use bad days as a reason to do drugs. Not today though, today I have 41 days clean off my drug(s) of choice. (I couldn’t pick just one you know)
I won’t give that up. At least not today. My friend just celebrated one year sober! I’m so happy for her and I know I shouldn’t like future trip or whatever .. but I am going to hope for the best. I really hope tomorrow is a better day. None of my problems today compare to the ones when I was in my addiction. Thanks for reading my rambling. So many thoughts racing through my mind… haha